Monday, December 20, 2010

10 dpiui and my resolve is weakening

My plan not to test before the blood test this Thursday is weakening. I am scared of a negative blood test the day before Christmas Eve, so I am thinking of easing myself into the negative by testing from tonight until Thursday. That way, I will handle the disappointment over a few days, rather than all at once.

I have no real expectations of a positive test, so I am like, "let's get this negative business over with."

Thoughts on waiting vs. testing early?

One thing I have stuck to this cycle: no symptom watching. Between the trigger and the progesterone suppositories, there is no point. Things have been much calmer on that front this time around.

3 comments:

  1. Ugh - what an awful thing - waiting or testing. I admit, I'm a tester. A completely addicted, crazy inducing tester. And it's not good - not at all good. So officially today, I'm trying to become a waiter. And I'm officially giving you my first advice to wait - because this weekend sucked. Testing early is not good - I think I'm converted. I'll be posting later today all about this...

    There is no point about symptom watching, is there? Sending you all kinds of positive vibes your way!

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  2. wishing you lots of luck. I think testing the day before or the day of the beta can make sense. fingers are crossed for you....

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  3. good luck. test or wait...it's such a conundrum!

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